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A new soul has just been born

So my little sister is down the hall sleeping through her contractions. I'll have what she's having a huge ass glass of morphine. Thank god for my awesome itouch. I'm not totally losing my mind. I'm still in job corps. In 6 weeks I'll be a CNA in 1year I'll be an LPN. Go tazmin :). Just a tiny up date my first nephew is almost here I have to pace

Home for the weekend

So i got to school on the 13th and I'm just barely coming home for the weekend. It's crazy to see the surroundings that i once took for granted. Being able to interact with people I don't already know. Hearing the giggle of my loved onces in the room next to me. I missed this. I miss laughing at Annies blogs and driving my car. I'll bring my long board back with me next time. Oh this is a great breath of fresh air.
School: I'm joining student leadership and student council and student boards. I start teaching a self esteem course in April, just after my sister has her baby. I graduated my Career Preparation course with exellence, number one in my class... I never knew i could excel quite like i have been. I've lost about 9 more pounds and my hair has grown and inch in the last month. Things are great, even though i miss my family. I didn't think i would be so tight knit with my fellow classmen, but I miss them already. Tonight when i say my prayers, I'll be sure to show my gratitude for Clearfield Job Corps.
XoXXooO

My Scariest Nightmare - The Uninvited Contest

I just blogged about my scariest nightmare to enter The Uninvited Scariest Nightmare Contest for 1,000 credits. You can earn free credits too! Brought to you by The Uninvited - In Theaters January 30th.

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Leaving for school

Happy Birthday to me ! I leave for school tomorrow, on my birthday. Wish me luck

About Me

I'm Looking for myself, what i want, what i like. I'm not sure who do to be these days. I hope i like her when i find her... We'll see

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Shit son, it's late, and I'm over xanga'in for the night. I'm gonna ass out and hopefully i won't have any dreams
- 12/14/2008 4:48 AM
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Brighter than sunshine
- 12/11/2008 1:50 AM
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im sure this is kind of selfish... but i really need you right now.
- Posted 1/15/2009 2:17 AM
- by lalalexii
pffff! no. you had more then one person to see down here before you left. you and i have the rest of our lives to spend together. but right now, all of this... is about YOU. not me. i love you. have SO much fun at school my sweet TWENTY TWO year old best friend.
- Posted 1/13/2009 8:37 PM
- by lalalexii
So i'm pretty much regretting not spending more time with you than i did... it was a dumb idea. I came down there for you and i'm such an ass hole that i barely spent time with you at all
- Posted 1/6/2009 12:19 PM
- by OrigTazmin
haha well presents shouldnt be a materialistic thing... seeing you is enough.
- Posted 12/24/2008 11:45 AM
- by lalalexii
I love you lou... I'm sorry i can't get anything for you.
- Posted 12/24/2008 1:59 AM
- by OrigTazmin
oh, by the way, i got you a present and then my mom threw a little somethin else in there for you. love you.
- Posted 12/23/2008 3:32 PM
- by lalalexii
this really sucks having to learn to stand on my own two feet now that your gone.... its a fucking BITCH if you ask me.
- Posted 12/23/2008 3:32 PM
- by lalalexii